Carved-Beauty

Took a quiz, got a few results. I took the one about your biggest weakness expecting it to be a load of shit, but then I read my results. Pretty much knocked the wind out of me and brought a tear to my eye. You envy others, but you are also confident about yourself. But sometimes you wish you could be confident about yourself without the masks. You clean before people come over, even though you are typically a mess. You dress up or wear revealing clothes, show off your tan, tattoos, and body, because you feel like it will get attention and make you feel worth something. Sexiness is something you value, but you really want to be admired for y

Life has been so crazy lately. I feel like everything is moving super fast and I'm stuck in slow-motion. I feel like I've disappeared too. Just drifted away into nothingness to be forgotten. I've kind of enjoyed the solitude to be honest though. It's nice to not have to go out every weekend and just been normal. I think it has something to do with not being 18. I mean physically I'm 18, psychologically I'm pretty sure I'm in my late 20's. I just feel like I'm wasting time doing the stupid teenager stuff. I'm ready to get a home, work hard and build a nest egg. It's strange feeling this way because using typcally teenage logic I should be all